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(via elexxus)
I don’t know, I don’t understand.
Why do I still love this person? After all the shit, that they put me through, I just want to get over them, I feel alone in this whole situation and I feel like I should hate this person, but deep down I just want them to love me again.
I don’t understand and its driving me insane. I wish that they would just say FU. Atleast maybe, I could have a better reason to get over them. I miss em sooo freakin much. I don’t know what to do. I feel like dying and the fact that they live 2 seconds down the road and I cannot go see em. It kills me. I think about this day in and day out. It’s always the topic on my mind. I cannot see myself without wanting to be with them or even around them. What do I do?
E v e r y d a y.
I c a n ’ t h e l p b u t t h i n k o f y o u.
How did this happen?
I hate the feeling of the unknown. I hate that things happened the way they did, but fact of the matter, it happened. Whether or not, I care to believe it.. That’s up to me. I can’t help but feel unwanted in this twisted situation. Was I not good enough for you? To you? I gave you everything you needed, and wanted and you slap me right in the kisser. That’s how you show your thanks. Thanks a lot. For nothing. I still can’t help but wonder if you still think about me when your lying in bed with her. Even though you’ve laid with her before you grew the guts to tell me I don’t deserve you. Ha! You don’t deserve me! Let alone the air you breathe. How could you? Guess that’s just how ignorant people are. Right? Right.
Loosen your wings,
Don’t be afraid to fly
Soar way into the sky,
So alive!
How did this happen?
I hate the feeling of the unknown. I hate that things happened the way they did, but fact of the matter, it happened.
Whether or not, I care to believe it..
That’s up to me.
I can’t help but feel unwanted in this twisted situation.
Was I not good enough for you? To you?
I gave you everything you needed, and wanted and you slap me right in the kisser.
That’s how you show your thanks.
Thanks a lot.
For nothing.
I still can’t help but wonder if you still think about me when your lying in bed with her.
Even though you’ve laid with her before you grew the guts to tell me I don’t deserve you.
Ha!
You don’t deserve me! Let alone the air you breathe.
How could you?
Guess that’s just how ignorant people are. Right? Right.
Do you ever wonder what you’re doing? I do this act unconsciously all the time. Then I wonder why am I doing this? Then is clear that I feel there’s nothing worth worrying for, because I am in good hands!
- Elimie: Hey kid, why the sad face?
- Kid looks up at her
- Kid: My mom has cancer.
- Elimie: I'm not going to say "Aw I'm sorry to hear that.." I'm sure you are tired of hearing it. What I can tell you is that its a sad expierence, things happen that we cannot control, but all you can do is keep a positive attitude and hope for the best.
- Silence. Kid looks up and smiles.
- Kid: I think she's in a happier place now.
You know how they say you are what you eat? Well, I do not recall eating sexy beast for breakfast this morning!
—Jessie Bowman
Many days I wish I could just get away and sit with my feeings and emotions.
May I?
May I ask the questions only you know the answer to?
May I seek the knowledge that you have in sore for me?
May I believe that you are going to guide me through this hell bound life?
May I understand the truths without thinking twice?
May I seek to find myself throughout my individuality?
May I?
Me and my best friend (:
Question?
Would I make a killing if I was to write a book about my messed up life? Cause that would be awesome!
Home is where the heart it!
ME!!!
